Starting over in many ways.

Healing within from my creative mind and becoming me once again is the point of this exercise.

Grief comes from an all consuming amount of things you can't control.  I have continually met with brick walls for the privacy and necessary protection of my well being.  

As much as I want to share my journey with you, the less I trust the internet and all the nonsense that goes with it.  

I took a good look at the way I was sharing my thoughts and concerns in regards to my grieving journey, but somehow it didn't seem to ever meet the needs on the FB system.  It became filled with ads and my actual blog was not even visible to me at one point.  I decided to come back here to a more friendly atmosphere and simpler way of blogging.  

Life has changed drastically for me since 2020.  Then in 2021, I lost my husband, he was my world.  I know several people suffering losses and most are for their spouse or significant other.  

When I talk about a spouse, I am, from this point on, meaning that a spouse is that person who you shared your life with,  regardless of a marriage license, gender or what is typically thought of...a spouse is the person you intended to spend the rest of your life with and that is your PERSON!

I have included the posts I shared on the sister page on FB.  I feel it is still my journey and those thoughts were the beginning for my healing with my creative mind.  I was lost and couldn't find any spark of interest for doing anything joyful in my life.

I began with a Creative Grieving Glue Book series.  I have posted some videos on you-tube just to talk though some of  my thoughts and troubles.  The book is full of random paper, pictures and items making a background for further embellishment later on.  

Everyone is different, we all have something that we can do to help ourselves though many times of sadness and emotional distress.  When it becomes deeply embedded and nothing helps, perhaps professional therapy will be your next step to recovery.

I am  not a therapist, I am an artist and love to create.  I have my own way of thinking and doing for myself.  It is my story, my journey and I am only sharing that part with you.  If you get something positive out if it, that is wonderful.