Gut wrenching grief

 

2 years of gut wrenching grief has past, but yesterday I was determined to enjoy my time with my  daughter and son in law.

I did not cry until later, but it was short and I got through it.

Life is unpredictable. I don't know what's in store for me. I just know I have to take life one day at a time.

I still don't like living alone. I don't enjoy the things I once did. I don't trust too many people nowadays. I have learned to let people go and to realize not everyone cares as deeply as I do.

I was determined to have a good day. We talked about many things, but I left the grief in the closet until 2 years of gut wrenching grief has past, but yesterday I was determined to enjoy my time with my daughter and son in law.
I did not cry until later, but it was short and I got through it.

Life is unpredictable. I don't know what's in store for me. I just know I have to take life one day at a time.

As I was cleaning up it hit me, as it is at this moment...I need to pack up the grief just like I did all the boxes when I moved. It's always going to be part of my life, but it's my choice to pack the suit of my grief away or to wear it like a shroud

Nov 24, 2023 12:26:33pm