The holidays are the hardest. 2 years in a row I was alone for Christmas. I no longer want to decorate since there's no one here to share it with.
I put these gnomes on a shelf today and the light changing snowman in the craft room. Good enough for me.
The tree is in storage and what few decorations I have left are too. A lot of my Christmas decorations disappeared during the move. Several totes full of keepsakes and special gifts are gone forever.
Another challenge awaits. Getting through our Anniversary, Christmas, my birthday, New Years and his birthday. Then Valentines day, our vows renewal anniversary. It's not just the firsts of everything, it continues to slap you in the face every year.😒
I know it will get better eventually, when I am able to put these milestones out of my mind.
If you are feeling left out or just not festive, that is normal. The point is to take care of you.
Nov 29, 2023 2:24:19pm
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